...unless you're a swinger! Things have been extremely dull lately on the swinger front. Our every day personas have been overwelmed by daily duties and have pushed aside our secret night time identities for the time being. I've also begun to work out again and have been eating better in order to start feeling like my slimmer, sexier old self. I gained weight after we bought our house and moved in together, so it's weird for me to be "dating" as my current chubby self. I'm fairly comfortable in my skin (especially being with girls who are also a little more curvy like myself, so there's no judging involved), but I think I'll look and feel sexier when I start losing some pounds. Not to mention the fact, that we can expand our swinging horizons. I may look at a couple and think, "gee, we could totally do them" instead of "they're too hot...they won't want us" (us being me of course). Not to say that we haven't fooled around with some hotties! I just think we'd have more options if I were a little more average in size. I'm sure this all sounds incredibly shallow, but when it comes to swinging, attraction tends to be a high priority! Ok, so maybe I am a little shallow! Is it so bad that I just want to be able to have some hot sexy nights with some hot sexy people and maybe make a hot sexy home video we can look at when we're 80 and still get all hot and bothered? hah I think not!
